Jonsie Files

psycho

Labels: Crazy, Insane, Liar, Psycho, Sociopath

Today I actually went to my own ward at church. The last 2 weeks I have gone to a friends. And the 2 weeks before that I just didn't feel like going, what with the divorce and all. You can only hear "how are ya holding up?" so many times before you blow up and scream "I'M FINE!!!!!"
After lunch we met up.... in secret..... at Manuals! We met up with Mark and his wife Shivon. My cousins. I really enjoy talking to them. They are funny kids. We all have the same views on this whole family drama stuff. It was good to rant to someone who will rant back about their feelings on the subject.
No one knows we met up. And I don't intend on telling the "other" family that we did.

In other news, they are moving crap in and out of the garage below me, its loud. And I'm starting to think they are making allot of noise on purpose, trying to drive me out. But little do they know I hardly sleep so all this noise isn't going to make me budge. I'm staying here till I can move into my own place and they are just going to have to get over it sooner or later.
Oh well, other than that today was a REALLY good day. I feel like a teenager again, being all girly and stupid. Not going to explain that one on here... sorry folks. But I am sure you can guess what I am hinting towards :/

Ciao

So I have been doing my research on finding a good quality (cheap) camcorder that could possibly go underwater also.... And I found it. I found it of course at..... Wal-Mart. Bleh. But oh well, I still found it. And I want it bad.
Its a:

Sanyo Xacti VPC-E2 Underwater Camcorder
$249.00
That's the only problem. The price.
BUT! My birthday is on the 23rd of this month soooo I'm asking for ONLY money.

I have been searching for a product like this for a few months now and it finally just popped up in my face in a.... well... pop up banner. Like it was meant to be. I am meant to buy this camcorder and make magic with it. And I shall. I just need to get it.

Okay that was a short blog but I was excited.

Ciao

Labels: Sanyo Xacri VPC-E2

This stinks. Getting divorced. I can't date...... yet.
It wouldn't be right.
So while all my friend are out on double dates and normal dates, here I sit, watching Harry Potter, and now Forensic Files.... watch out I'll know how to kill you and get away with it.
Nothing to do. Maybe I'll bust out a sappy movie, or a geeky movie. I could watch the other Harry Potters, or I could cry and watch Uptown Girls. Hmm but I don't have any ice cream or cookies to be watching a chick flick. Bummer.
Cat in my lap, dog on the bed. You don't get any more awesome then this. Believe me.
Maybe I'll read a book. I just found all 4 Arthurians, that might be interesting. I do like Merlin.
I could go through all these pictures I just found.... Maybe not.
Wish I could see the stars here. I would go outside with a blanket and a book and just lay out and gander. Deep, I know. Probably would get eaten alive by ants though.
Nothing to do. BAH!

Guess I'll go grab a snack pack and start these books.
Exciting.

Night.

Labels: Arthurian, Friday Nights, Harry Potter, Ice Cream, Merlin

"You are a bit odd. Sometimes your friends and others around you just don't get you. You love to daydream and are always off in another world. You're a very good friend though, just a bit distracted sometimes. You are talented and also very firm in your beliefs. You don't care what other people think about you. You're unique and you just love you.."

<3

Labels: Harry Potter, Luna Lovegood

Okay I don't get why some people lie.... Sometimes there is just no rhyme or reason for it.
I used to lie ALL the time. But I was a kid. Not that that makes it any better but its more understandable right? Telling your mom "Don't worry, its just me and the girls tonight" when actually one of the girls boyfriends is there too. But now... when you're over the age of 21 and you lie and tell me you were out of town and I come to find out you never actually were.... It doesn't make sense. Its not like I want to see you kid. I just want my stuff back. Do you forget I have eye balls? And friends who are still your friends? Or are you really just that stupid?
Telling me you were out of town for 2 weeks..... What was the point of that? I'm still trying to figure out what you lying did. Nothing. I did nothing at all. Just make you look weird.
You flatter yourself if you think I am still hung up on you. I got over you the day you got all funky. You were a waste of time. Just another silly boy who doesn't know when to grow up.
You lie more and tell people you are so good. Innocent. Umm I know the real you and I can say for sure you are no innocent, with your foul mouth and your perverted mind. You're just another boy. Thinking you are better then the rest. Well you're not kid, and soon everyone will see that when you screw up with someone else who is not as kind as me.
You're just another boy. Nothing special, nothing new.

Now.... Give me back my things.

Labels: drama, life, lying, stupid boys